Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Perspective On The Shack

Below is an excerpt from Al Mohler, president of Southern Seminary, on the book called The Shack. His review is helpful to consider for anyone who has read the book or spoken with others who have.

The publishing world sees very few books reach blockbuster status, but William Paul Young's The Shack has now exceeded even that. The book, originally self-published by Young and two friends, has now sold more than 10 million copies and has been translated into over thirty languages. It is now one of the best-selling paperback books of all time, and its readers are enthusiastic.

According to Young, the book was originally written for his own children. In essence, it can be described as a narrative theodicy -- an attempt to answer the question of evil and the character of God by means of a story. In this story, the main character is grieving the brutal kidnapping and murder of his seven-year-old daughter when he receives what turns out to be a summons from God to meet him in the very shack where the man's daughter had been murdered.

In the shack, "Mack" meets the divine Trinity as "Papa," an African-American woman; Jesus, a Jewish carpenter; and "Sarayu," an Asian woman who is revealed to be the Holy Spirit. The book is mainly a series of dialogues between Mack, Papa, Jesus, and Sarayu. Those conversations reveal God to be very different than the God of the Bible. "Papa" is absolutely non-judgmental, and seems most determined to affirm that all humanity is already redeemed.

The theology of The Shack is not incidental to the story. Indeed, at most points the narrative seems mainly to serve as a structure for the dialogues. And the dialogues reveal a theology that is unconventional at best, and undoubtedly heretical in certain respects.

While the literary device of an unconventional "trinity" of divine persons is itself sub-biblical and dangerous, the theological explanations are worse. "Papa" tells Mack of the time when the three persons of the Trinity "spoke ourself into human existence as the Son of God." Nowhere in the Bible is the Father or the Spirit described as taking on human existence. The Christology of the book is likewise confused. "Papa" tells Mack that, though Jesus is fully God, "he has never drawn upon his nature as God to do anything. He has only lived out of his relationship with me, living in the very same manner that I desire to be in relationship with every human being." When Jesus healed the blind, "He did so only as a dependent, limited human being trusting in my life and power to be at work within him and through him. Jesus, as a human being, had no power within himself to heal anyone."

While there is ample theological confusion to unpack there, suffice it to say that the Christian church has struggled for centuries to come to a faithful understanding of the Trinity in order to avoid just this kind of confusion -- understanding that the Christian faith is itself at stake.

Jesus tells Mack that he is "the best way any human can relate to Papa or Sarayu." Not the only way, but merely the best way.

In another chapter, "Papa" corrects Mack's theology by asserting, "I don't need to punish people for sin. Sin is its own punishment, devouring you from the inside. It's not my purpose to punish it; it's my joy to cure it." Without doubt, God's joy is in the atonement accomplished by the Son. Nevertheless, the Bible consistently reveals God to be the holy and righteous Judge, who will indeed punish sinners. The idea that sin is merely "its own punishment" fits the Eastern concept of karma, but not the Christian Gospel.

The relationship of the Father to the Son, revealed in a text like John 17, is rejected in favor of an absolute equality of authority among the persons of the Trinity. "Papa" explains that "we have no concept of final authority among us, only unity." In one of the most bizarre paragraphs of the book, Jesus tells Mack: "Papa is as much submitted to me as I am to him, or Sarayu to me, or Papa to her. Submission is not about authority and it is not obedience; it is all about relationships of love and respect. In fact, we are submitted to you in the same way."

The theorized submission of the Trinity to a human being -- or to all human beings -- is a theological innovation of the most extreme and dangerous sort. The essence of idolatry is self-worship, and this notion of the Trinity submitted (in any sense) to humanity is inescapably idolatrous.

The most controversial aspects of The Shack's message have revolved around questions of universalism, universal redemption, and ultimate reconciliation. Jesus tells Mack: "Those who love me come from every system that exists. They were Buddhists or Mormons, Baptists or Muslims, Democrats, Republicans and many who don't vote or are not part of any Sunday morning or religious institutions." Jesus adds, "I have no desire to make them Christian, but I do want to join them in their transformation into sons and daughters of my Papa, into my brothers and sisters, my Beloved."

Mack then asks the obvious question -- do all roads lead to Christ? Jesus responds, "Most roads don't lead anywhere. What it does mean is that I will travel any road to find you."

Given the context, it is impossible not to draw essentially universalistic or inclusivistic conclusions about Young's meaning. "Papa" chides Mack that he is now reconciled to the whole world. Mack retorts, "The whole world? You mean those who believe in you, right?" "Papa" responds, "The whole world, Mack."

Put together, all this implies something very close to the doctrine of reconciliation proposed by Karl Barth. And, even as Young's collaborator Wayne Jacobson has lamented the "self-appointed doctrine police" who have charged the book with teaching ultimate reconciliation, he acknowledges that the first editions of the manuscript were unduly influenced by Young's "partiality at the time" to ultimate reconciliation -- the belief that the cross and resurrection of Christ accomplished then and there a unilateral reconciliation of all sinners (and even all creation) to God.

James B. DeYoung of Western Theological Seminary, a New Testament scholar who has known William Young for years, documents Young's embrace of a form of "Christian universalism." The Shack, he concludes, "rests on the foundation of universal reconciliation."

Even as Wayne Jacobson and others complain of those who identify heresy within The Shack, the fact is that the Christian church has explicitly identified these teachings as just that -- heresy. The obvious question is this: How is it that so many evangelical Christians seem to be drawn not only to this story, but to the theology presented in the narrative -- a theology at so many points in conflict with evangelical convictions?

Evangelical observers have not been alone in asking this question. Professor Timothy Beal of Case Western University argues that the popularity of The Shack suggests that evangelicals might be shifting their theology. He cites the "nonbiblical metaphorical models of God" in the book, as well as its "nonhierarchical" model of the Trinity and, most importantly, "its theology of universal salvation."

Beal asserts that none of this theology is part of "mainstream evangelical theology," then explains: "In fact, all three are rooted in liberal and radical academic theological discourse from the 1970s and 80s -- work that has profoundly influenced contemporary feminist and liberation theology but, until now, had very little impact on the theological imaginations of nonacademics, especially within the religious mainstream."

He then asks: "What are these progressive theological ideas doing in this evangelical pulp-fiction phenomenon?" He answers: "Unbeknownst to most of us, they have been present on the liberal margins of evangelical thought for decades." Now, he explains, The Shack has introduced and popularized these liberal concepts even among mainstream evangelicals.

Timothy Beal cannot be dismissed as a conservative "heresy-hunter." He is thrilled that these "progressive theological ideas" are now "trickling into popular culture by way of The Shack."

Similarly, writing at Books & Culture, Katherine Jeffrey concludes that The Shack "offers a postmodern, post-biblical theodicy." While her main concern is the book's place "in a Christian literary landscape," she cannot avoid dealing with its theological message.

In evaluating the book, it must be kept in mind that The Shack is a work of fiction. But it is also a sustained theological argument, and this simply cannot be denied. Any number of notable novels and works of literature have contained aberrant theology, and even heresy. The crucial question is whether the aberrant doctrines are features of the story or the message of the work. When it comes to The Shack, the really troubling fact is that so many readers are drawn to the theological message of the book, and fail to see how it conflicts with the Bible at so many crucial points.

All this reveals a disastrous failure of evangelical discernment. It is hard not to conclude that theological discernment is now a lost art among American evangelicals -- and this loss can only lead to theological catastrophe.

The answer is not to ban The Shack or yank it out of the hands of readers. We need not fear books -- we must be ready to answer them. We desperately need a theological recovery that can only come from practicing biblical discernment. This will require us to identify the doctrinal dangers of The Shack, to be sure. But our real task is to reacquaint evangelicals with the Bible's teachings on these very questions and to foster a doctrinal rearmament of Christian believers.

The Shack is a wake-up call for evangelical Christianity. An assessment like that offered by Timothy Beal is telling. The popularity of this book among evangelicals can only be explained by a lack of basic theological knowledge among us -- a failure even to understand the Gospel of Christ. The tragedy that evangelicals have lost the art of biblical discernment must be traced to a disastrous loss of biblical knowledge. Discernment cannot survive without doctrine.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

A Testimony of God's Amazing Grace

I just finished reading a powerful testimony of a friend that really helped me understand better what God's sovereignty means and what it means to trust in Him. I hope it encourages you to trust God as it has encouraged me.

There are many of you here today that may have heard James and I share our testimony a few weeks back. For those of you who didn’t… I shared about how God brought about my repentance using a friend of mine who was willing to confront me about sin she saw in my life. You see, I was claiming to be a Christian, but I was actually living a very deceitful and immoral life. God sovereignly used her loving confrontation to help me come to a place where I was willing to admit my sin and turn to Christ for forgiveness.

What I’d like to share with you today, in a little more depth, is how God took me from that place where I first surrendered control of my life to Him ~ to where I am today in my understanding of what it means to rest in God’s sovereign control over my life.

It wasn’t long after I gave my life to Christ that I was married for the first time. I was young~ barely 20 years old, but I had always longed to be married and to have children~ was never really college or career minded~ so this fit right into “my plans”. But my marriage didn’t go exactly the way I had expected it to… You see, just after returning home from my honeymoon I became ill~ at first it was just a low grade fever that wouldn’t go away and left me feeling really weak. Before I knew what was happening, everything had escalated and I was suddenly near death with this rare bacterial infection. I won’t go into all the gory details of that, but as the infection ran its course, it ended up damaging one of the valves in my heart. As a result of the type of medication I needed to be on they told me I needed to be hospitalized for six weeks! Needless to say, this was not exactly the start to marriage that I had anticipated! As you can imagine, I came out of the hospital extremely thin and frail, and was unsure if I was going to be able to function “normally”. My husband, who was even younger than I, was starting to question if this marriage was really such a good idea, and our relationship suffered tremendously! I remember wondering why in the world God was allowing all this to happen to me??

You see, I understood that God was in control of everything, and I knew that He loved me and wanted my best. Throughout my childhood I had been covered in Scripture, in such a way that even before I really surrendered my life to God, His Word had been impacting me in some powerful ways. I got out my old bible this week and was looking at some of the scripture that I’d highlighted during junior high and high school. Verse after verse is marked that focus on Gods great love for me. I had clung to Ps 138:8 for many years… “The Lord will perfect that which concerns me. Thy loving-kindness, O Lord, is everlasting. Do not forsake the work of Thy hands”. And, of course, Romans 8:28 “And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love Him and are called according to His purposes.” My understanding of those verses was very immature, but I did grasp that God loved me and was in control of my life. What I fought against was living day by day resting in what He was “sovereignly” allowing to happen to me. Honestly, I don’t think I could have even told you then what “sovereignty” actually meant or how I was to live out my faith under these hard circumstances.

Well, in time God saw fit to get my husband and I out to California where Eric would play soccer for the Masters college. Talk about an amazing gift for the Lord to give me~ in His great wisdom He chose to put me in a place where I could really learn about the deeper truths of His Word, at a time when my heart was really open to receive. I was being exposed to great bible teaching AND really neat people who were following hard after God.

In time… as couples around us were getting pregnant I began to really want a baby. But after several years of trying to get pregnant I realized that once again things were not going as I had planned. I grieved every month that I wasn’t pregnant, and even began to believe that God was punishing me for my immorality in the past. I struggled to accept what I thought was probably my “just due”: this penalty for my sin. What I didn’t realize then was that all this was part of God’s bigger plan for my life… a plan to teach me about His amazing grace and love for me; a plan in which He began to show Himself to me in ways that I wouldn’t have seen if I had had things my way! **This was also about His protection and care. You see, what I didn’t realize then was that if I had gotten pregnant, it’s very possible that my life would have been at risk due to the heart condition. So, God was protecting me and continuing the work He had already started. He was proving to me the truth of Romans 8:28… that He would sovereignly take all the things of my life and work them together for good… AND, because He had predestined me to be His child, He would then work to conform me to the image of His Son ~ using these very circumstances that I wanted to fight against!

One of my favorite verses during that time was from Psalm 37: 23-24
“The steps of a man are established by the Lord and He delights in his way. When he falls, he shall not be hurled headlong, because the Lord is the One who holds his hand!” I see this verse with an image in my head of a little child learning to walk as you hold their hand. They stumble and stagger, but you don't allow them to be "hurled headlong" because you have them by the hand. That's what I picture God doing or me as I stumbled through these difficult times.

As you know, infertility can be long journey, and eventually we pursued adoption. Well, maybe at this point it won’t surprise you that our first adoption did not end the way I had planned for it to?! I didn’t end up with the baby girl that I had assumed God would give me after long months of waiting and planning~ months of developing a relationship with the mother and caring for her during her pregnancy. I, ultimately, had little Hannah for 9 emotionally draining weeks and then had to return her to her birth mother. It was heart-breaking!! I didn’t think I would ever stop hurting. Through that very difficult experience, in which I was NOT without sin, God continued to remind me of His love and His power over all things. He showed me that, like Hannah in the Bible, He wanted me to lay my hearts desire for children into His hands so that He could have His way.

Well, at this time God began to show me that He loves us as a father loves his children… and desires to give us good gifts… So it shouldn't surprise you to find out that just four months after losing Hannah I received the precious gift of my daughter Lauren! She was this adorable little brown eyed baby, and I wouldn’t have traded her for anything in the world! Then, less than two years later, God answered two/three very specific prayer requests: one for a son that would “match” Lauren, and secondly, for an easy adoption. Miraculously, Nathan came to us like magic overnight and was a sweet natured little brown haired baby to match his sister! I was beginning to grasp that God in all His power and sovereignty still knew the deepest desires of my heart, loved me beyond my imaginations, and desired to see me enjoying His good gifts, all while growing in my understanding of who He is.

Now, to be sure, I was learning a lot during this time but I was still such a sinner and so immature, really, in my ability to truly grasp the gospel. There were so many ways I was failing the Lord every day. My marriage was difficult, and I did not always respect and submit to my husband… I put my children and their behavior over heart attitudes. I was prideful, fearful, anxious, critical… you name it. But God’s promises to me in His Word were new and exciting to me! And I still believed Psalm 138:8, that He would continue to perfect that which concerned me. He would continue the work He had started in me those years before. Like Paul, I was learning that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared to the glory that is to be revealed in us… (Rom 8:18) Like Abraham, I was becoming persuaded that all God had promised to me He would be able to perform! (Rom 4:21)

So, you might think, like I did that I could now check off my “spiritual growth chart”: “Learning to Trust in God’s Sovereign goodness”. Don’t you think I was now mature enough to just coast and enjoy life? Well, God doesn’t see fit to allow us to “coast” in our growth towards Christ-likeness…there is always so much for Him to be dealing with in us.

In time, my husband and I decided to move our family back to Texas. We wanted to be nearer to his family and to raise our kids in a more rural area. I definitely had my expectations for what I wanted my kids to experience ~ I see now that I thought that God and I “owed” them a “perfect” upbringing. So… it was absolutely devastating to me when my husband decided to leave the marriage! I had never thought about that possibility! Even though our marriage had been hard, it still caught me completely off guard….

Scripture became my lifeline in those years… it was like every promise I found in the Word was for me. I lived in the Psalms. One verse that has always been the cry of my heart in difficulties is Psalm 27: 13, 14 “I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord; be strong and let your heart take courage; yes, wait for the Lord.” I have little dates in my Bible beside that verse: one from the day that I gave Hannah back to her mom, June 24, 1994 and the other on the day that Eric left, June 21, 2002. Scriptures like that become prayers that help me express to God my desire to trust Him in the midst of suffering… to trust that He is good and in control and is accomplishing what He desires, even when I don’t understand and am tempted to despair. Romans 8:28 once again became an anchor for me. I believed that God WOULD work all these things for good… and the “good” might be I WOULD be conformed to the image of his Son!

Well… it didn’t necessarily get easier over those two years of being alone. I knew God wanted me to stand for my marriage and to pray for my husband’s repentance…. So that’s what I did. I prayed and believed and waited on God to fix him. (sheepish smile) Then, right in the middle of our separation… my heart condition grew worse and the doctors recommended that we operate. I was shocked! It had been 17 years since my original illness and I just couldn’t imagine the timing of this! Why now?? Now, I was not only going to have to deal with my marriage problems, and home-schooling my kids (not to mention living alone in this “fixer-upper” house we’d purchased in the country), but now I would have to face this extremely scary surgery. I’d always looked at “open heart surgery” as the LAST thing I ever wanted to go through. I couldn’t really even imagine surviving it! And, obviously, right “now” did not seem like a good time! I will spare you the details, even though I love to tell the story, but you know that the Lord took me through even that, and His grace and power were sufficient! Yes, it was very hard and it seemed impossible on some days to even get out of bed… but as God cared for me and my children I continued to grow in fearlessness and in trust. My hope was in God’s goodness and love for me. I was learning to say, like Paul, “I CAN do all things through Christ who strengthens me!”

You know, ultimately my marriage ended in divorce. And that was not the outcome that I expected in the beginning. But God has shown me; among other things that the “good” that I often look for is not what He necessarily plans to “give’ me. Yes, there have been good gifts which have matched the deepest desires of my heart~ because He loves me and loves giving me good gifts! But most of the time, the good that comes from the messes of my life is my sanctification~ a growth towards Christ-likeness~ a deeper understanding of the faithfulness of God~ a renewed commitment to rest in the work He is doing in and around me. And then, ultimately, He’s glorified as He carries me through and works His will. You know, God DID bring me a new husband, another awesome gift, who is above and beyond what I had hoped for. God knew my heart and my need and provided exactly that! James is an awesome gift to me. But God has also answered my prayers and has brought my ex-husband to a place of repentance today. Our relationship is a good one as we parent our kids together from separate marriages. I am so thankful for that. God gets the glory!!

This scripture was on James' and my wedding bulletin:
Ephesians 3: 20-21…. “Now to Him who is able to do exceeding abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us, to Him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations forever and ever. Amen.”

Let me say that I recognize that this is just “my” story… each one of us here faces our own struggles. There are women here facing hugely difficult trials: cancer and other on-going health issues, the death of a spouse, parent or child, unequally yoked marriages, anxiety and depression… or just the day in and day out trials of bringing up our children in a godless world or of going off to school every day in a place where God’s ways are condemned. Life is hard and it’s often very disappointing.

What I’m saying is that your growth in learning to trust God’s power and control over your lives will look differently from mine. And I know that it’s scary sometimes to think of how God might want to teach you these truths. We don’t want to relinquish our hold on the things that are dearest to us! We feel like if we let go and say we will trust Him that He will somehow snatch it up and make it His! But we fail to remember that there is nothing outside the realm of His control. It’s all His anyway.

My salvation was His doing… my growth in Christ is His doing. All the events of my life and of everything I see and know to be true are His doing. He’s had control from the beginning. He has “hedged me in” like Ps 139 says. I haven’t done anything that has shocked or surprised Him. That kind of power and knowledge is too wonderful for me… I cannot attain to it, says David again in Psalm 139. But as God’s children we can rest in the fact that no matter what He asks us to face He WILL give us the power and grace to walk through it. He WILL walk beside us and he says “I will NEVER leave you nor will I ever forsake you”… (Heb 13:5)

Some answers to our questions regarding the trials we face are not to be heard or seen in this life. Some of the deepest desires of our hearts will go unmet. We aren’t healed from that disease. We remain single when we want to be married. That child still rebels. Our parents don’t get back together. And that’s all hard!! But our hope can still rest in the absolute promises of God that He is good and that His ways and His thoughts are higher and better than ours. His knowledge of us is perfect and loving. And ultimately, He will be glorified in all of it as we surrender to Him!! Those truths are amazing!

Let me leave you with this prayer from Hebrews 13: 20, 21
“Now the God peace, who brought up from the dead the great Shepherd of the sheep through the blood of the eternal covenant, even Jesus our Lord, equip you in every good thing to do His will, working in us that which is pleasing in His sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be the glory forever and ever. Amen”

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Interesting Thought

"Christianity has not been tried and found wanting. It has been found difficult and left untried." G. K. Chesterton

Thursday, September 3, 2009

How To Deal With Our Sinfulness

Romans 8:13, "For if you live according to the sinful nature, you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live."

We'll never reach the place where we don't have to contend against the flesh (Indwelling sin). But the life of a Christian should be characterized by an earnest desire and sincere effort to put to death (mortify) the sins of the body.

Although mortification is our responsibility, it can be done only through the enabling power of the Holy Spirit. Paul said, "But if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live" (Romans 8:13). John Owen wrote, "all other ways of discipline are in vain. All other helps leave us helpless. Mortification is accomplished only 'through the Spirit' . . . no other power can accomplish it."

Although the Scriptures emphasize both human discipline and dependence on the Holy Spirit, we tend to emphasize one to the neglect of the other. To some, it seems more spiritual to "just turn it all over to God" and trust him to do the mortifying. Any mention of our responsibility is dismissed as being only "a work of the flesh."

To other people who stress discipline, it seems more responsible to "just do it." But mortification attempted only by human willpower always ends in self-righteousness or frustration. The more naturally disciplined person tends toward self-righteousness and wonders why everyone else can't be as successful in mortification as he or she is. But all that person has done is exchanged one sin for another. The problem of impure thoughts, for example, is exchanged for pride and self-righteousness. Another person who tries to mortify some particular sin by his or her own willpower fails and becomes frustrated and guilty. So pride or frustration is always the result of attempts to mortify sin that are carried on apart from utter dependence on the Spirit.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

My Friend's Testimony

For several summers I had the privilege of helping my friend Kirk Welch with a student ministry in Orange County California. There I became friends with a young man named Aaron. Aaron was very involved in the student ministry and yet was not a Christian. Below is the testimony of what God has recently done in his life that I recommend everyone to read.

Aaron’s Baptism

Yesterday, Monday, August 10th was Aaron’s baptism. It was an incredible night where Aaron was free to love and be loved by all of us who care for him. The baptismal service began when my father and Aaron got into the pool at the Brookshire's home. Dad said a few words about the symbolism of baptism, how the old person dies and a new person is born into the life of Christ. Then he led us in the chorus, "I have decided to follow Jesus." Aaron gave a simple testimony of the journey he’s been on and how he finally realized God could forgive his sins.

He began his story with the morning after he was arrested.

It was the worse night of my life and of course, I didn’t sleep a wink. During those hours, my emotions were a roller coaster. I was full of shame and fear. I had no idea how long I was going to be there or what was going to happen to me or what emotions my family must be feeling. About six in the morning, the guard came and got me. It wasn’t until they opened the door and saw my Dad in the next room that I realized my father had been there all night, waiting for me. I had no idea what his reaction would be, Would it be anger, disgust, or what? But all my Dad did was reach out for me. I knew at some point we would have to talk about all that had happened but at that moment, when I looked into his eyes, all I saw was love. He was just so glad to see me. To know I was alright. He gave me a big hug and I knew no matter what I’d done, I was his son and he loved me. Later, I realized that if my earthly father could feel this way about me, how much more my heavenly father must love me. And for the first time, I really believed that God would forgive my sins, no matter what. Not because I deserved it, because I didn’t. But because he loved me.

It took me a few weeks before I could really process all this. Like I said, what had kept me from coming to God before was feeling like I really couldn’t be forgiven. Now, what kept me from his was that I would be coming just because I was in trouble. My Dad said, “Aaron, when you’re in the middle of the lake, drowning, you don’t worry about why someone might rescue you. You just scream for help and take it when it comes because if you don’t, you’re going to die.” So I finally, just asked God to help me and he did. And that's when I began this journey with him. God didn’t want me to do the things I did so he could rescue me--the choices I made got me into trouble, but God was waiting for me to call on him and I finally did.

He’s forgiven all my sins and given me a new life. It’s changed everything. Before, I thought I was such a wretched sinner that God could never forgive me. Now, I still know I’m a wretched sinner, but one who is loved by God and forgiven because God’s forgiveness is not based on my righteousness, but on his mercy and his grace.

On Friday, I’m about to start a new journey. Of course, I wish I didn’t have to go to prison but (and I know this sounds weird) there’s a part of me that’s excited about it. That emotion can only come from God because it certainly isn’t something I would normally feel. I don’t know what is going to happen but God is going to be with me there I have no idea what the future holds. I don’t know where this journey is going to lead but I want to be obedient and serve God wherever I am. I am just so grateful for what he’s done in my life and I’m sure he’s going to use everything I’ve been through and everything I’m going to experience to bring me closer to him and bring glory to his name. God’s love and grace has been so amazing that I know I can trust him in the months ahead and for the rest of my life.

Aaron stood tall yet humbled. Then my father said, “Aaron, upon your confession of faith, I now baptize you in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.” Aaron went under the water and we all clapped and rejoiced as he came up. At Aaron’s request, we then sang the first verse of Amazing Grace.

Amazing grace, how sweet the sound

That saved a wretch like me.

I once was lost, but now I’m found

Was blind but now I see…

I will never forget how Aaron looked. His eyes were closed. He was smiling, singing quietly with a look of total peace on his face. At that moment, it was just Aaron and the Lord. And that is the memory I will take from the baptism.

My grandparents often sang an old gospel song, “Precious Memories.” I think about that as I add Aaron’s baptism to that list. Each generation is called to create spiritual landmarks for our children to draw upon on in the years to come. We are to build altars marking significant spiritual events in our lives. To take the pain of life, acknowledge God’s sovereignty, make a choice to trust God and build an altar (memory) that will be told as part of our family history.

Joshua 4:5-7 says God commanded the leader of each of the 12 tribes to bring a stone from the Jordan River as they crossed over on dry land to build an altar once they got to the other side. “That this may be a sign among you when your children ask in time to come, saying, “What do these stones mean to you?” Then you shall answer them that the waters of the Jordan were cut off before the ark of the covenant of the Lord; when it crossed over the Jordan…And these stones shall be for a memorial to the children of Israel forever.”

Building an altar requires a public statement. (We should probably be more diligent about marking significant spiritual events in a concrete way. I’ll have to think about what we could do for this one.) In spirit, my generation has been faithful to do this. Now with Aaron’s testimony and baptism, the torch has passed to the next. By publically sharing his story, he is the first of his generation to stand before our family and lead us in worship and thanksgiving in the midst of incredible personal struggle and sorrow. I’m not just proud of him, I’m grateful.

The word the Lord gave to me about Aaron the day that he gave his life to Christ was that Aaron’s legacy would not be one of shame, but of redemption. The work of redemption has begun. And those of us who were with Aaron at his baptism… his parents, sister, aunts, uncles, cousins and friends…were given the precious privilege of both witnessing and experiencing what Aaron has proclaimed…the grace of God.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

John Newton's Testimony

"Bowed down beneath a load of sin,
by Satan sorely pressed;
By wars without, and fears within,
I come to Thee for rest."

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Holiness Day by Day

In this introductory post I want to recommend following this short daily devotional by Jerry Bridges http://www.navlists.org/holiness/. You can click on this link and have devotionals sent directly to your e-mail. They are short and very helpful.